sometimes God just lets us out

Do you ever have those days you're raw? You feel like you're so transparent there's no place in you God is not? I don't mean to sound all deep, don't over think it. Like when you're working through stuff and God is in it? You feel Him guiding you through the chaos? 

I know this is how God works, but I always forget until it happens again. We struggle and we're in the struggle and we think why are we in this struggle? Then there's the breakthrough. Sometimes it's because we finally decide to do what God is asking us, sometimes we just choose to not focus on the struggle and alas, it's not the struggle we thought it was, but sometimes God just lets us out. Like our time in this struggle is done. He places His hands back over us to cover and protect again. Maybe because we've had what we can handle, maybe because we accomplished what we were suppose to? 

It's amazing to me how He works. How it becomes familiar. As we move through life we begin to recognize the hand of God at work. Not that we fully understand it, but we recognize it. He truly becomes part of us. It seems to happen little by little then all at once. Brick by brick it becomes our foundation. Our faith gets to the place where instead of doubting God we doubt ourselves. Knowing He is in all things, we look inward to see what He is trying to do through us. How what we are going through has kingdom value. And if something's off, it us not Him.